2nd night on copious amounts of valium and painkillers.
Killing myself slowly but surely.
I either want to be completely recovered or completely emaciated. It’s the in between that I can’t stand, the limbo of failure where you know that you haven’t done your best at one or the other: dying or living.
Marya Hornbacher (via esurient)
(Source: summergirl88, via beautifulasjew)
imagine an entire room and it’s all bed
no floor, just bed
you roll too far to one side? don’t worry, bed’s still there
all is bed
I ironically thought about this exact thing yesterday
